I didn't know how we would make it ...............how we would make it through the upcoming months, including the summer, and the months and years to come..... how I would manage to take care of all of the things that needed to be taken care of, and to also take care of you (and keep you happy at the same time)....
And now, suddenly, when we least expected, with so much warning, and yet without any warning, its over, and you are gone.
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You have suddenly been set free -- and so have I.
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